12/01/03 Discontent

It is 1:30 in the morning and I am attempting to find solace using the world wide web, I think I have been slowly going insane over the past few days, my nice demeanor has been replaced by antisocial behavior, maybe it is post holiday blah, or maybe it is because I have a huge creativity sucking leech removing any glimmer out of the ideas stuck in my head. I am convinced that the internet is nothing but a marketing tool, so by typing in "the meaning of life" into google I get... The Meaning of Life, Now Available in Spanish. Use full, but I need something more, I don't know what it is, but I figured that if it is out there I will find it on the internet, why not right? I usually don't spend this kind of time doing ignorant things like this but, it has been really hard to concentrate lately. Just so you all know, there has been a gap of 10 minutes since the last sentence and this one, I wasn't doing anything but letting my mind spin like a car in neutral, and useless idling just consumes fuel and pollutes. I have been listening to the same song on repeat for the last hour too, that Brittany really gets me going(Joke). The hard drive I call my head is in desperate need of defragmenting. It has been an even longer time since that last sentence and this one, I ended up talking for awhile with my friend Mindy, who is also currently losing her mind, but in Japan, it is always good to talk to her, or you, Mindy, in case you are reading this. Thank you for being in the same place at the same time.

C.D.

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